How can something so small can mean so much?

Over the spring break I was planning on getting ahead of my school and actually caught up. I had everything planned that I was going to do and what needed to be done. Then on Monday of spring break first started I had wonderful news that my god daughter had arrived that morning. My best friend was pregnant and delivered that Monday. Then all my planning and ideas went out the door. After work on Monday I rushed to the hospital to see her. She was the most beautiful little girl I had ever seen. The first time I held her she smiled. my heart dropped and then I knew she had just taken a big part of my heart. I don't have kids of my own but I couldn't imagine how it would feel to have one of my own. how as soon as she came nothing mattered to me any more not even school for that whole week. Everyday I went to go see her after work and anytime I had free. I feel like I can't get enough of her. its just crazy how something so small can turn your world up side down and make you forget that I have a paper due next week!

Why can't people handle the truth?

Why is so hard for people handle the truth? Shouldn't the truth be told at all times? Is this the way the world sees it or does it just run in my family genes? I guess I have many unanswered question about sharing the truth with others. I am known to be a very out spoken and and thruthful person. Well this may not relfect in class because I tend to hold back knowing that i will probably offend somebody about what I say. Other then in class I tend to say how I feel no matter the situation or the person. It always seems to hurt peoples feeling and make them become angry with me. Why? I have no idea. If it was me I would want to know the truth and why people feel the way they do. Who would want to live in a world of fakeness? Where everybody lies to your face just to not hurt your feelings.Feeling are there to be happy, sad, angry, and all the other emotions that need to be explored. It just seems to amaze me that every time I tell someone the truth or how I feel then tend to be upset. Its seems to be something that keeps happening more often to me. Why do we live in a world where people are afraid of the truth?

HOPES AND CONCERNS

When signing up for blogger I was a little nervous. I am not really a person to voice my opinions to the public. Knowing that millions of people around the world can look and comment on my profile is scary. Then I started to realize that this might be exactly what I need to open up just a little. Now I am kinda of excited to see how this whole blogger thing works out. Hopefully it will be fun and educational at the same time.